Thursday, February 28, 2008

Accused

I don't think that the feeling of being accused is good at all.

Sometimes when things are not right, people always thinks that it is your fault and everything started from you and feels that you are the one who make things worst and make sure that everything is wrong. And you will starts to wonder if it is really you who makes all these happen when it actually not, as if you are a jinx.

it's 11:48 PM now

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Resting

I am on Holiday for the third Day!!

I have finally ended my exam last week on 21feb2008.

Though i have to study during my chinese new year, but i did have time to spend with my family and friends. Having wonderful steamboat for 3 times. One with my family, one with my Cellgroup and one with my secondary school orchestra friends.

Though i have many things to do but God will provides me ways for me to have time to study and really Thank God for that. I believe this time i can really do better than my previous semester.

So now i have time for myself from monday to friday. But apparently my nights are still occupied with tuition that covers from monday to wednesday. But, Praise God i still got my Friday to go and celebrate my friend birthday.

However, i am down with a flu for a few days which i just discovered that it is flu. Initally i thought it was just some morning and night sickness.

I think i need to rest bah. :)

it's 10:37 PM now

Sunday, February 17, 2008

OPM!

It was a refreshing time and really a time where you really stay in the secet place of God where can meet you face to face. I think i learn alot throught the overnight prayer meeting. It is during this time we are really not in a rush and seek after God. The sharing of vision in the night was really good and i believe God will answer all our prayer when we seek Him. And not just that i think it is really important to seek God everyday of our lives.

I believe this coming friday church overnight prayer meeting will be very good and i am looking forward to it.

To N371: I believe that we are going to go to greated heights in everything that we are doing and i believe this prayermeeting is going to be good. :)

it's 6:06 PM now

Saturday, February 16, 2008

What's the Point?

Seriously hate people keep yanking at me early in the morning when i am all charged up to study for my exams. I hate it!!! it destroys my mood to study. I have been staring at my paper trying to study but nothing seems to get in. And Simply like what i am saying staring and the mind is blank. Keep thinking what have i done wrong that you keeps yanking and throwing temper at me without no reason. It is not that i am so easily distracted to continue to study but it feels depressing and i did not have any intention to shout back.
It is till you bang the door and acted like a babarian over your handphone charger. And ur precious mum scolded me for no reason. I just come out of my room to get something and you keep questioning me where is it as if i owe you. Cant you just wait till i go back to the room to get it for you?

Its my wrong to shout at you and i apologise for that. Please also look at yourself, you are no longer a young girl, and i dont want to quarrel with you over small matter. What is the point in the end? losing your voice and getting so angry at the end of the day?

it's 10:59 AM now